January 14, 2010

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I dislike my photography.
I feel that it is very heavy handed and dark.
Maybe it is a reflection on myself.
I feel like it is rushed and lacks joy.
Flippant.

How can you take light photos, if you yourself aren’t light?

A friend.

Perhaps this is a bit like my life.
I feel as if I have been not permanent for as long as I can remember.
I don’t take the time to spread out or grow into my surroundings.
I don’t make my area personal to me.
It isn’t home.

Goal for late…

Text — 2:19am
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